Bluebird of happiness

2. *nod* my musicality overall was entirely unimpaired; it was just the mental soundtrack that went missing. i remembered, learned, and composed music throughout that period, and then when i went off the drug the soundtrack came back. (mine is usually relatively unobtrusive, but it's definitely not GONE like it was on clonazepam.) i do wonder if you'd experience that if you tried that drug, or if it was purely an idiosyncratic response in my case.